i had a dream last night that i was a member of some magical order and i met and fell in love with the son of a very powerful man. this man had angered the leader of my order, and i was forbidden to see my love. when i broke it off with him, the look of hurt in his eyes was so much that i nearly died. finally, i left my order to search for him. i searched for many months, and i found his father. his father hated me, because i had been in the order, so he lied and told me his son had gotten married. i kept up my search even though i was crushed, because i wanted to apologize, even if i couldn't win him back. when i found him, i found that he was deep in the throws of depression. he refused to believe that i loved him and wanted him back. after much pleading and crying, i convinced him, but he would not come back to me unless i forswore my magic altogether. after much soul searching, i agreed. at long last, i had my love back.