http://www.livejournal.com/users/angry_biscuit/510461.html
this is from a journal that i recently friended... its beautiful, and even though the kids have only been in my life a month, i feel same way... i mean, i love them more than i thought i could love children that are not my own... i worry sometimes that they are going to start resenting me... especially kyla... aiden's really too young to resent anything... but kyla keeps telling me she loves me and that i'm her best friend and stuff... i know kids can be fickle, but i can't help but glow a bit when she says things like that... and bryan asked aiden if she loves miss kristy, and she said yes... she gives me hugs and giggles when i tickle her and it makes me feel so amazingly happy... it almost makes me tear up sometimes... i'm terrified i'll do something to hurt them, and thats the last thing i EVER want to do, because they are so precious to me....
and now we have pictures... VERY image heavy... just a warning...
( bryan and the bebes, plus me )
this is from a journal that i recently friended... its beautiful, and even though the kids have only been in my life a month, i feel same way... i mean, i love them more than i thought i could love children that are not my own... i worry sometimes that they are going to start resenting me... especially kyla... aiden's really too young to resent anything... but kyla keeps telling me she loves me and that i'm her best friend and stuff... i know kids can be fickle, but i can't help but glow a bit when she says things like that... and bryan asked aiden if she loves miss kristy, and she said yes... she gives me hugs and giggles when i tickle her and it makes me feel so amazingly happy... it almost makes me tear up sometimes... i'm terrified i'll do something to hurt them, and thats the last thing i EVER want to do, because they are so precious to me....
and now we have pictures... VERY image heavy... just a warning...
( bryan and the bebes, plus me )